I've got a cold these days.THE result is I can't talk anymore.uh...my voice!!!!!

 

It's hot here,it looks like summer.Oh,SPRING!

 

Iza told me that she likes all of the strange things and I like all of the sick things! haha! but I don't think so.... Am I a sick people?! haha.

 

We made a cake this afternoon,It has orange,lemon,eggs......and sth. else.I don't know if I like it..hehe.I'm going to wait for Iza and we'll eat it together.but now..hmm...eating is really a hard job for me.....

I ate HARIBO yesterday!! HAHA~

 

SB. knows what I mean! HAHA~~~~

 

It's SOFT ! ! WOO~

 

HARIBO~HARIBO~HARIBO~HARIBO~HARIBO~HARIBO~

 

P.S.. IT's the pink one!

SZIA !

I'm so happy today!Iza's come back!

Everything is better today.

 

 

COME ON !! PUKE PUKE PUKE PUKE PUKE PUKE PUKE ...All the morning!

 

 

I'm starting to smoke? oh!god! Just this night!

I'm crazy!Almost a box~~~~~~~~~~~ Almost 20~~~~~~~~~ Just a few hours.......

I drunk in a bar with a Korean boy till 4 o'clock in the morning.I know maybe this is the lastest time in this year when I go outside in the night.my poor freedom.............

home is a warm place for lots of people.but it's not for me.i prefer live in the school without my mother.

I haven't slept this night,just enjoy myself!

minden nap a új nap!én a legjóbb vagyok!I believe that!

oooooooooo,i need to have a rest.20 hours later..........

天啊！怎么连腾讯都开始骗人了？！

本来说下载个QQ吧，就点了急速下载这项。本来还挺开心，说是可算是能上QQ了。半年都没上了，一直是闫洁在帮我挂。挺期待的吧。是一好事。可没想到，等啊等啊，我看它上面写着，正在下载，请耐心等待。我就挺耐心。这一耐心就是6个小时。竟然还没好！！这是急速还是慢速啊！！我的天！！结果就是仍旧没法上QQ！真郁闷！

 

另外，现在本人多了一个爱好，不只为什么，突然间喜欢看别人的空间，挺有意思。不过可能也是没事闲的。但挺好玩的。自娱自乐呗。

 

现在这大晚上11点半多了，怎么Hwang Ji Man还没回来。不过挺好，我可以再多玩会了。就是腰疼，坐了一下午+一晚上...

不知为什么，近些天来总是特晚才睡，特晚才起。

今天也新鲜了，我妈竟然没给我打电话叫我回家或者去哪哪哪找她。现在我只有唯一的一个感觉，我是她的傀儡。我需要时时刻刻地跟着她，她得时时刻刻地看着我。我的脖子像是被一个虚幻的锁给锁住了。而且还有人拽着。我是一个宠物似的。而且我不明白，为什么她总有那么多可说我的呢，而且我要是说点什么，她总是说：“对对，你总有理...“她是更年期还是怎么着啊，好像总觉得我要是呆在学校的话，我就干什么坏事了一样。她为什么老想让我在家呆着啊？！我在家就是傻坐着或者傻躺着，每次我一跟她说，我老在家干嘛啊，在家也是呆着，还不如回学校呢。她往往总是说，那你回学校干嘛啊，学校有什么吸引你的啊，你要是老那么早回学校那就是不正常，学校有什么好的啊。我就不明白了，她干嘛疑心那么大啊！！好像总觉得我跟什么人干什么一样。

真高兴，学校又放假，因为复活节，感谢“鸡傻子”，因为你活过来那么一次，我就有1个多星期的假，不过，我就不明白了，你为什么不能多死几次呢？！哈哈。Just kidding~ 众多信教的人，可别打我啊。

不知道什么时候我才能说一口流利的匈语，到时候可就牛逼了。说实在的，在这个学校住了这么一段时间，匈语没什么长进，倒是英语强了点，不过也强不到哪去。

学啊学啊，烦死我了！

 

找个男朋友，然后同居算了。哎。只是想想，结婚前致死不同居！

 

什么时候我才能长大呢？什么时候我才能改变我自己呢？  真的不要总指望着别人为我改变。

 

哎哎... 迷茫着~

⒈我爱你并不是因为你是谁，而是因为我在你身边的时候我是谁。


⒉没有人值得你流泪，值得你流泪的人是不会让你哭的。


⒊只因为某人不如你所愿爱你，并不意味着你不被别人所爱。


⒋一个真正的朋友会握着你的手，触动你的心。


⒌错过一个人最怕的方式就是：坐在他/她的身边，你却真鲷永远都不

会拥有他/他

⒍永远都不要停止微笑，即使在是你难过的时候，说不定有人会因为你

的笑容而爱上你。

⒎你可能只是这个世界上的一个人，但对于某人来说，你就是全世界。


⒏不要把时间花在一个不在乎与你一起分享的人身上。


⒐也许上帝让你遇见那个合适的人之前遇见很多错误的人，所以，当这

一切发生的时候，你应该心存感激。

⒑不要因为他的结束而哭，应当为它的发生而笑。


⒒生活中总会有伤害你的人，所以你仍然需要继续相信别人，只是小心

些而已。

⒓做一个更好的人，确信在遇见一个人的人之前知道自己是谁，也希望

那个人知道你是誰

ma shang jiu yao ban jia le!

 

Jie,bu zhi ni zai ban jia o,hehe,wo ye yao ban jia le. dan shi zou lu dao xin jia,cai 3 fen zhong...Szeretlek!

 

qi shi hai shi bu xiang zou,hai shi xiang zhu xiao.

 

bu guo wo gao xing de shi,ma shang jiu ke yi ma dian nao le!! zhong yu...5 ge yue yi hou zhong yu neng yong shang zi ji de dian nao le!

 

It's greet!We have a break here,1 week!Oh,cool!Thank u "ji sha zi",haha,because u I can have a rest.

 

 

 

Whether you can see the moon or not,it is always round.

 

We are marching to Tian An Men.

 

The revolutionary struggle of the oppressed people throughout the world is surging forward.

 

We soon saw through the class enemy's plot.

 

Learn to walk before you run.

 

If I were ten years younger!

 

Never forget class struggle.

 

The future of the world will be bright.

 

Facts are more eloquent than words.

 

Taiwan must be liberated.

 

Do you see my point?

 

 

Nagyon beteg vagyok!Az neve a kedélybeteg.Fasz!

 

My mother told me maybe I should find a boy friend now.And live with him.Because she said that I always change a lot of BF,and we only can keep a few days.That's not good.Although I am only 17 years old,she is not care about this.If we love each other.

But this is really difficult for me.I think that I can't find that kind of BF who really love me and I also love him.I am very worry about this.This is a serious.A problem.I'll be alone in my life?Although sb. told me that I'm young now,I can't think about these things now.

I'm unhappy because sb..I really don't know how I can do now.Everything around me is difficult,it's hard.I need sb. help me.But almost no one do that,my friends are far from me.I can't talk with them.

I went to a bar here yesterday.It's fun.And my new friends who went with me are friendly,they told me they can teach me how to dance.Excited!I like them.I think one of them is sexy,haha.When we came back to the school,it was almost 4:30 in the morning,so,I miss my classes today.Whatever,do what I like.I think I'll go to that place very often later.Excetly,when I walk on the street in the night I feel very good.And I found that here is really not quiet in the night!Lots of people on the street.

At last,go? and don't go?this night at 10 o'clock.Sb. tell me!I really want to forget all of the things in this school!But how to do that!?

 

 

By the way,my mother's already found a nice house in BP,I think I'll live there soon.I don't want to live here anymore when after June.And maybe I'll change a school.I want to go to a high school here and then prepare my university.Then,maybe I can feel better,I can forget sth. easier.

I`ve gone here 4 months now.I`m very surprise that I can speak a little bit Hungarian with Hungarian people.And I`m really happy!But sth. bad is coming,that makes me very very sad!That`s PTSD,I hate it.It`s the second time!And the important thing that I miss my best friend very very much!I`ve seen her blog and the words make me sad.It let me remember last year when I met her at the last time.We stayed in McDonalds in Xi Dan and I cried and we only talked a little.At last we kissed...Althrough I like sb.`s kiss,I prefer hers,haha.It`s really a nice feeling!

Last Friday I cried,I don`t know why.I recieved her letter,maybe I should happy,but why I had that feeling??I know she is happyness now,she has a nice boyfriend,but I always unlucky.I hate my life!My life is gray!It`s black!It`s not bright!

When I walk near the Duna,I almost want to jump into the water!Maybe that`s cool!That`s the best way for me.

And now,I decieded to find a job here.But it`s difficult.I am only 17,and I don`t have a student card.What a fucking school!They don`t want to give me a student cark.So when I buy a tickit I should pay 6900 ft,about 280 rmb.but if i have that card,it`s only 2000 and sth ft,(near 100 rmb),it`s more cheaper!

Everything fuking off!!!!!!!

But I`m happy now because I have some friends here,and they are very nice! I like them!Now I should cook with them,but It`s 10:43 now,how can I keep fit?!.......

We like each other,that`s all,that`s enough!

By the way,this is my first time to write my blog in English.A little bit strange,and my grammer....aaa...bad!!!I can`t write in Chinese.Shit computer!

Jie,I miss you!I hope that U can recieve my letter soon!Maybe next week U can read my letter.

Kiss you!

Nagyon Szeretlek!!

Yours,Rui.

Szia.